I don't know if I was just super hormonal today or overly tired or what, but I had one of those days that makes you wish it would just hurry up and end.
First of all, Jay got his school check in the mail and it wasn't even half as much as he was hoping it'd be. That put him in an instant horrible mood, making him mean and irritable. He was in the bathroom for like 45 minutes, so when he came back in the living room I asked him what happened to him. He snapped at me saying he wasn't in there that long... Hormones took over and I almost cried, which pissed me off. I understand he was hoping to use that money to catch up some of our bills... I was hoping there would be enough there to buy a camera before the baby was born... but I don't need him jumping down my throat when I was just concerned. I thought he was sick or something being in there that long.
He apologized, but I think that just set the mood for the rest of the day.
Secondly, my grandma... my absolute favorite grandparent, is extremely sick. She's been in the hospital all week with low oxygen. She has lung cancer, which we all knew without anyone saying anything, but it's bad now. She's only able to use one lung, and the one that works has a huge mass in it. Like half the lung is this mass. She's stubborn as hell and won't stay in the hospital. She demanded to go home today, so my mom dropped my brother off at my house for me to watch "just until she could take my sister out there to sit with Grandma, then she'd be back". That was around 1:30-2pm... she came back to get him around 7:30 this evening. Handling 2 toddlers when you're almost 9 months pregnant is tough... especially on days like today. Annelise wouldn't go down for her nap because he was here running around, he wouldn't nap or be quiet. Also, he's one of those kids that freaks out when his mom can't be found... so he wailed for like an hour when she left.
Then there was the stupid Dish Network receiver I needed to box up and return... it's already late going back. I got the receiver, remote, and link thing in the box packaged up. But I need to get the thing off the satellite down somehow and Jay offered no help. I guess I'll get mom to help me this weekend if she's not busy. I'm not getting my pregnant ass up on a latter.
I couldn't figure out what all was supposed to go in the box, Nathan was wailing and tugging on me, Annelise wouldn't nap, I was worried about my Grandma, Jay was sitting there frowning... then the fucking power went out.
It's 100 degrees in Georgia and we have no air conditioning for an hour... I snapped. I ran off to the bathroom, closed the door and cried for like 15 minutes. I felt ridiculous, but I couldn't help it.
Also, my mom quit her job today. She's been wanting to quit for a while so she could stay home with Nathan, but with Grandma being so sick, she wants to be available to her at all times.
First of all, Jay got his school check in the mail and it wasn't even half as much as he was hoping it'd be. That put him in an instant horrible mood, making him mean and irritable. He was in the bathroom for like 45 minutes, so when he came back in the living room I asked him what happened to him. He snapped at me saying he wasn't in there that long... Hormones took over and I almost cried, which pissed me off. I understand he was hoping to use that money to catch up some of our bills... I was hoping there would be enough there to buy a camera before the baby was born... but I don't need him jumping down my throat when I was just concerned. I thought he was sick or something being in there that long.
He apologized, but I think that just set the mood for the rest of the day.
Secondly, my grandma... my absolute favorite grandparent, is extremely sick. She's been in the hospital all week with low oxygen. She has lung cancer, which we all knew without anyone saying anything, but it's bad now. She's only able to use one lung, and the one that works has a huge mass in it. Like half the lung is this mass. She's stubborn as hell and won't stay in the hospital. She demanded to go home today, so my mom dropped my brother off at my house for me to watch "just until she could take my sister out there to sit with Grandma, then she'd be back". That was around 1:30-2pm... she came back to get him around 7:30 this evening. Handling 2 toddlers when you're almost 9 months pregnant is tough... especially on days like today. Annelise wouldn't go down for her nap because he was here running around, he wouldn't nap or be quiet. Also, he's one of those kids that freaks out when his mom can't be found... so he wailed for like an hour when she left.
Then there was the stupid Dish Network receiver I needed to box up and return... it's already late going back. I got the receiver, remote, and link thing in the box packaged up. But I need to get the thing off the satellite down somehow and Jay offered no help. I guess I'll get mom to help me this weekend if she's not busy. I'm not getting my pregnant ass up on a latter.
I couldn't figure out what all was supposed to go in the box, Nathan was wailing and tugging on me, Annelise wouldn't nap, I was worried about my Grandma, Jay was sitting there frowning... then the fucking power went out.
It's 100 degrees in Georgia and we have no air conditioning for an hour... I snapped. I ran off to the bathroom, closed the door and cried for like 15 minutes. I felt ridiculous, but I couldn't help it.
Also, my mom quit her job today. She's been wanting to quit for a while so she could stay home with Nathan, but with Grandma being so sick, she wants to be available to her at all times.